So because i don’t make a fuss about how depressed I am.
And I hid my cuts as best as I can.
And I don’t open up too people easily.
And sometimes I get anxious easily and have to get out of situation because i feel threatened by like the populars or some lads in my class, I am labelled as a bad kid, but really I’m misunderstood and I can’t understand how nobodies noticed that I’m not angry, I’m just done with life.
If I was angry i’d hit things. I wouldn’t walk out of classes or cry myself to sleep at night. I wouldn’t have scars up my arms and covering my thighs. I wouldn’t walk around trying not to be noticed.
Oh but because I am a performer not a person who hides away, theres nothing wrong with me. Because I can sing on stage, theres nothing wrong with me. Because I am a musician, I am not depressed.
Basically what my school say is that because I walk out of lessons, I don’t go to my PSo in tears about every little thing everybody says to me and because i can perform, there is nothing wrong with me. Oh Okay…